Thursday 9 February 2012

9th February 2012 cd3

Suffering from one hell of a heavy period....

Follow up appointment on 1st March.

I am ok now, up and down but dealing with it all better.

Roll on July for attempt number 3 !!!!

Monday 6 February 2012

12dp2dt - BFN again

Well tested again this morning with clearblue and it was a negative.

I rang the clinic today and after 3 hours they called me back. I told them about the little pink blood I had Friday eve and could it of implanted late. She said I doubt it and it is most probably a negative. But if you want to stay on cyclogest and test tomorrow then you can..... Really - how informative of you.

I found this on line which is why I was questioning it

Implantation, when the fertilized egg implants into the endometrium, happens about a week after ovulation (range: 6-12 days), and it takes another 3-4 days after implantation (9-16 dpo: days after ovulation) for the blood pregnancy test to first become positive, followed 2-3 days later by the early positive pregnancy urine test, the home pregnancy test (HPT).

Blood Pregnancy test: If you are pregnant then the blood pregnancy test is usually positive within 3-4 days after implantation or about 9-10 days after fertilization and ovulation.


Urine (Home HPT) Pregnancy Test: The early positive urine pregnancy test will usually not become positive until 2-3 days after the blood test, and in most women until a missed period or about a week after implantation. Many manufacturers of urine pregnancy tests want you to believe that the urine test is usually positive before a missed period, but only about 25% of pregnant women will test positive with the HPT 2 days before a missed period, and about 40% the day before the missed period.


Now if that was implantation bleeding on Friday at 9dp2dt, a home test may not pick up a positive yet?!?! Surely that makes sense right.


Anyway, I am going to get a couple of different tests. try again tonight and tomorrow morning, then call them again.


Why don't they give us a blood test??


Loosing faith fast in H & E

Saturday 4 February 2012

10dp2dt 4th Feb 2012

Well...

Lastnight about 8pm I wiped after a wee and had a small amount of light pink watery blood?!?!?! I put a pad on for rest of the evening and never had anymore.

Again today I have been hunting and wearing a pad and nothing? I am so hoping it is implantation bleeding. Oh please god let it be.

It is cd31 today.

I am going to test in the morning..... 1 day early but hey ho fingers crossed

xxx

Friday 3 February 2012

9dp2dt 3rd February 2012

Ahhhh this is driving me mad. I just want to know.

I feel such a heavy drag as if I am going to have my period :-( Last night I sweated in bed quite bad. I have had no cramps or dizziness today. Lots of tears one minute and then the next I am fine...

Going to go and have a nice bath (cool of course) and then go to the piccies with the hubby and have some Ice Cream.

2 more sleeps.....

Wednesday 1 February 2012

7dp2dt 1st Feb 2012

Well I have had a pretty rotten 2 days. Very tearful and emotional. My car wouldn't start 10  minutes before I had to be at a job interview. Had to get a cab and got there just in time...

I have had a heavy dull ache for the last 2 days. Hiccups yesterday and today I have been sneezing, peeing a lot and had a burning sensation in my uterus area. After dinner I had an overwhelming sickness feeling. I went to the bathroom and had an upset tummy.

Yesterday I had a feeling it was not going to be a good outcome but today I feel a little more positive again. This has been so hard this time round. Its been great being able to rest up and take things easy but it gives you way too much time to think.

I really want to test....

Just 4 sleeps to go until I will test............

Sunday 29 January 2012

4dp2dt - 29th January 2012

Well I am 4dp2dt, I am so wanting to test. I am putting my progesterone out on the bathroom side in 2 days worth so I feel like I am getting to the end all the time, willing time along. Today I got out today's and tomorrow's which is the end of my 1st pack... One more pack to go which means I am half way there !!!

Its 11am and I am just chilling in bed with the tv on. I have had achy and slight on and off cramps yesterday and slight ache today. I am praying this is implantation? But who knows eh. Feels like the day before my period. But not had the twinges before. I have been googling today, and read nothing but positive outcomes. Everyone's symptoms are different, I so wish our toe nails turned pink when you were pregnant or something to make this journey easier....

I am going up to see my horse today which I am looking forward to. Being in the fresh air and smell of horses !! Don't think Andy will be pleased as he has got to come and help me :-) I am taking NO chances on messing this up.

Another long week ahead of me now. Monday and Wednesday I have dogs to groom and Tuesday I have acupuncture so I am hoping it goes a little quicker than last. I intend to rest up again this week. But will be looking on the net for jobs as I need to go back to work now I can't work with horses.

I am so nervous about testing, I just don't think I can take the bad news and have to wait another 6 months for our 3rd and final try.

Inside I secretly feel positive... And I have a test in the draw I have just remembered. I so want to take it. But it will just be a waste as I am only 7dpo, and will probably show a negative as my levels wouldn't of risen yet.


Oh god damn this wait......


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